i thought it was the end of a beautiful story

Follow your heart..

2009-11-03T12:22:29Z

下雨天了怎麼辦我好想你
我不敢打給你我找不到原因 ..

i've made a decision, and i know im gonna stick by it no matter what Credits to yilin violet nick and Jer for being there for me just now :) i had such an awesome time playing sick dares in Sakae HAHAHAHA violet its your SUAY DAY!

Wanna really specially thank jer for being such a good brother to me. Always there to hear all my stupid issues and never failing to cheer me up. I want you to know that i'm here for you too during this period of time in your life and stay strong! my handphone is on 24/7, don't forget :)

Watched Sister's keepers the night before with Alv, and it was pretty good. ORANGE POPCORNS FTW!

okay time to head to bed omg i havent had proper rest in damn long.
TOODLES.

[edit]
im so brave. im so fucking brave.

reaching for the unreachable

2009-11-02T17:46:38Z

Halloween night with druggie<3

Picspam on sunday! Watched jennifer's body with the two wimpy guys hehehe cus they kept covering their eyes.
i don't know what to blog about, but date me out you people, and bring me around to see the beautiful things before its too late..

goodnight.

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with your crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

Stay.

2009-10-31T11:04:45Z

Jer's house in the afternoon yesterday and we walked Bob in the evening! oi you still owe me a dinner for all my wise advice and for waking me up so early just now!

Chalet last night was pretty cool.im waiting for the very very little photos to be uploaded, and one reason why its so little is because i was stuck to the bbq-ing! 4 guys and 1 pathetic girl(me) stuck under the swimming pool's umbrella cus we used it to shelter us while we bbq-ed. Not much difference man! the birthday cake was awesome, i luv coffee caramel! Met many long time no see friends and it was pretty amazing.

i think aloha loyang is quite a neat place and im gonna book it the next time! Just got back from the optician at siglap and something's affecting me really badly. graceeeee where are you i wanna tell you ):

Okay off to meet syl to chillax..
and before i go, Happy Halloween kiddos!

who's that i see, looking right back at me?

2009-10-28T15:55:34Z

Life has been amazing and im treasuring every second i spent in school with my mates! :) guitar hero with yilin on
tues after school was LOL man, we shouted into the microphone and i had alot of fun! though it was quite embarrassing..... HAHAHA

and impromptu class outing to chinatown for lunch in 4 different cabs. damn funny cus it was totally unplanned and spontaneous! You guys enjoy yourselves this friday and im so sorry for not being able to turn up :/
signed up for vietnam OITP and i hope we 6 do get in! (yilin yc xuanjing shaun jon me) damn awesome please! oh and i took polaroids with jun liang today muahaha i luv polaroids. even though the photo was ugly but it was worth it:)

and im crossing my fingers that arsenal wins tonight....

See la you boys! Now i'm being influenced into betting which is such a nasty habit...

[EDIT]

Baby went on the G-max few days back, and i was watching the video when i heard him shouting four words. and then i watched again and realised it was " PEARLE, I LOVE YOU!!"
it's amazing how romantic this boy can get.

"How can i go forward, when i don't even know which way i'm facing?"

2009-10-23T15:59:45Z

was just thinking about studying uni overseas, and i realised that if mom doesnt change her mind about sending me overseas then i actually wouldn't forsake that chance even if i had other commitments. shows how career-driven i am? Hahah but honestly, i would go without hesitation. no wonder the fortune teller in taiwan told me that my career-minded character is the one thing that might endanger my family ties..

I'm going to bangkok during one of the upcoming weekends and thats motivating!! was tempting andee to go too, hope he comes along! :) Oh my eyesight is deteoriating and its scaring me. i can barely see the words i'm typing..ZzzZ
and i hate guys who are so snobbish. Dude, if you think you're really way higher than everyone else, then you wouldn't be in this pathetic place with the rest of us. Get a life, seriously.

This is one of the nights i'm gonna just lay in bed and hear songs from automatic loveletter, the smiths and cartel.. i'm tired, not physically but mentally. i wanna cry, but what for? i care about everyone else's problems too much, that i really don't give a shit about my own.Why the f am i behaving like a whiny baby now? wtf is wrong with me hello!

let the good times rolllllll

2009-10-21T16:32:21Z

hung out with our new friends Lasse and jonna from finland today! watched pandorum, slacked at KFC and then shopped at Taka.
Made them try sushi and bakua hahaha, it was quite funnyyyy.

Okay pictures for now, i'm so tired im gonna crash..and i think i need to stop eating so much, becoming obese already.
and i think i needa drink, badly..

We sure are cute for two ugly people! :)

2009-10-20T13:13:16Z

BEFORE

AFTER

Any difference? Haha i was just browsing through my archives and i came across these photos..

Anyway,my body clock has resumed back to normal! School has been great, apart from the studying, everything else is pretty neat! HAHA

First day of school, and i met up with alvan to travel the 1hour long journey together. I miss you and your crap already man! If you're reading this, where did you die to?! Haha! Met up with A to shop after school and bought basics. fanciful clothings are really not my cup of tea i guess? Basics ftw! Last minute decision to have late dinner at fish&co parkmall and we played games to finish up the calamari., "A part time lover and a full time friend", is totally apt to use on my boyfriend man HAHA

and i was late for 35 minutes for school today, Whats new right? lessons were awesome! the compliments really made my day:) i bet it made everyone's day too! headed out to jurong point during the break for lunch and i had fun with the class! i hope tomorrow's outing is still on:)

okay the mentalist and CSI miami is on later.. AWESOME !!!

always know that you shine brighter than anyone else

2009-10-18T18:17:27Z

First up, Happy birthday to my baby! :) Doesn't make a difference when you've already been doing so many 18&above stuffs right? Hahaha

Hung out with nick on thurs. Was originally supposed to sign the work forms, and we ended up watching 500 days of summer at tampines. Super spontaneous outing, Nice! The soundtrack in the movie was pretty awesome that when i got home, i had to immediately download the songs..

Friday was baby's birthday so junliang ian A and i headed to JB for our trip. cheap thrills all the way!! Restoran Hua mui for lunch and shopping shopping and more shopping at city square. cabbed down to jusco for dinner and back to city square for my portuguese tarts which the auntie failed to save for me :( Guys, save up and then next month we'll head back there again for more shopping! luv hanging out with that bunch,never fail to crack me up:)

Family day on saturday and dinner was at the renowned punggol nasi lemak. my virgin time trying the food, and to me, it's pretty average? Haha i'm not sure but i don't think its really worth 45 mins queuing up for that plate of nasi lemak right? took the last bus to the airport at night and met up with the guys + wanli. Monopoly and Bridge (x1000 times ) all through the night before meeting up with brandon's mom to fetch brandon in the morning. immediately coma when i got home.

Tomorrow theres school... but theres shopping after school! YAY goodnight!

would she ever doubt the way i feel about her in my heart..

2009-10-14T18:50:14Z

what am i supposed to write in this space? Too many thoughts running through my mind at once and its getting quite taxing. Home has been like a hotel, sleeping in till around 4pm, before going out and only coming home past midnight.

had dinner at tamp on monday with bgpm before heading to starbucks to chill. i really had a wonderful time talking to the girls and u know my friend said that we laughed really loud cus he could hear us from the mrt toilet?! Hahahaha! Oh and luckily mag still had her last bus home after the whole session.
tues was spent with the guys and wanli at town. booked the chamber to watch " Where in the world is Osama Bin Laden?" its not as bad as i thought it would be. met up with alvan around 10 plus to chill and thank you for following me all the way just to take a cab back cus i freaking missed my last bus at 1:)

met up with gracechan today to visit mag at her workplace! luv the rum milkshakesss! went back down to TP for the netball matches after. now i'm home and dead tired.

cannot wait for our date in JB on friday and bangkok trip in november to visit bro and vietnam trip in dec with yilin and the rest.
Wordy post hahaha goodnight babies!

she coloured my eyes red..

2009-10-10T16:28:57Z

Passed my FTT on thurs& got myself a PDL so now i got to stop procastinating my ass off and start booking my dates.Steamboat buffet at novena with nick and jer on thurs night and it was really quite funny. Hahahah hanging out with them makes me feel really comfy like as if im hanging out with my big brothers though jer is younger than me LOL

Next week's the last week of holidays before school reopen and that seriously sucksballs though my timetable is damn zai. wednesdays are off days for me so yay! and i'm still thinking which day i should put my cya on.. chinyilin i need your response to this asap!

worked at the exclusive event at DFS yesterday and it was definetely a brand new experience for me. first time serving food so my arms were quite gone after the event ended. but seeing the rich and famous makes things alot better Hahaha utt somehow reminds me of chuck bass from gossip girls, the way he carries himself and the way he speaks.Oh and it was such a coincidence to work with adelyn (aaron's classmate), i really enjoyed her company!

bgpm, hang out next week please! miss you girls:)
and sylllll, wheres our date?! text me soon to hang out!

we're back home again

2009-10-05T10:30:19Z

I love this photo of them..Hahaha. their facial expressions on the viking damn classic and u can obviously tell who were the scared ones up there.
Anyway yesterday wasn't really "fun", it was a more comfortable and warm outing. i'm not sure how to phrase it hahaha but i love hanging out with them. JB trip and more mahjong sessions and the sakae buffet coming our way!

so last night after hanging out at boring ol' escape, made our way to junliang's house for guitar hero and mahjong.. i'm pretty impressed at myself when i played guitar hero, cus i'm quite good for a noob i must say!

More photos of us in the theme park on facebook..Off for dinner now. Wish me luck for my FTT!

and maybe there was a second chance

2009-10-03T18:11:17Z

Everyone's feeling so miserable these few days and it hurts me to see things like that, especially to people i love. Had a talk with mom just now, and she told me that i could talk to her if i had any problems in my relationship or whatever. she said that no matter what, it would be better to talk to someone older, cus the person's outlook on life would be broader. Mom has just been enlisted into my list of best friends.

the test today during duty worked my brain till i had no more brain juice left. i felt pretty stupid hahaha. oh well, everyone felt that way too, thank god.anyway today's dinner was a small cupcake and it made me damn full. i wish my appetite would remain this small, even though i wouldnt be able to enjoy life. cus seriously, what is life without food man!

Tomorrow is finally approaching, pretty excited about it! My phobia is still there though SIGH. lets see how it goes tomorrow, and its time to kick some ass!

Oh yes, few days back, we caught Phobia2 and it was pretty lame. Hahaha everytime a story ended, our reactions would be like "HUH?"
but yes, gotta admit the last story was funny.hahaha i like ter cus hes so geeky so cute.

Okay time to sleep, luv u goodnight:)

Syll girlie, be strong & i love you.

pearlelove @ 2009-09-30T03:43:00

2009-09-29T19:46:15Z

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sleeping with the enemy

2009-09-28T17:58:24Z

this feeling sucks.............

and i need replacement, helloooo wednesday-people help me! Ying cong i need your help ARGH

Ktv today was really so emo, it killed my soul. and everyone's got so goddamn sad today, whats wrong with the world? Talked to amos just now and i felt so helpless.. i hope you're feeling better:,and thanks for being there too:)

i need my sleep now. grace, i've been obedient and i did exactly what you told me to do!
GOODNIGHT WORLD.

pearlelove @ 2009-09-22T10:57:00

2009-09-22T02:58:06Z

Beautiful.

shawtyy fire burning on the dancefloorrr

2009-09-18T16:48:54Z

Wednesday, the two J's cancelled on us, so Nick and i decided to carry on our usual plan and head out for a movie. I love you beth cooper..haha cliche show but hayden is cute! chilled later at night at rochor and visited THS with its super cool vintage deco. Awesome night out with my homie! =)

Thursday saw us girls, (bev mag and i)tresspassing into grace's house at night and it was really funny cus even auntie got a shock. And so we treated her room like our own and made ourselves comfortable while waiting for that slowpoke to get home from town. (She totally didn't know that we were in her house cus we told her that the plans for her birthday is cancelled). Hahaha so when she got home, her mom ( we planned this too) got her to go to the toilet to change, so she came up the stairs and bev took a flash of her and she screamed and we burst out in front of her with the unlit cake and the poster. Hahahahah pretty candid sight but it was all fun!!

ordered canadian pizza, before camping in her room with candlelights, music, lays and booze.
1 hand on the crotch, the other hand up and boogie down.. HAHAHA i saw that on mag's tweets. Luv hanging out with those girls cus it was a pretty crazy sight.

I'm just glad that our plan to make grace get a huge shock of her life is a success! HAHAHAHA

And today, baked funny cupcakes with grace for 8 freaking hours! Hahah. no pictures of them cus we were too busy doing shit. peanut butter cupcakes, chocolate cupcakes and colourful cupcakes. Mag,bev, if u see this, plan a date out again so we can hand them to you girls!

Okay goodnight i'm exhausted. and grace i hope you're back home safely. Don't get decapacited please HAHAHAH (inside joke!)

Who's birthday is it!

2009-09-16T18:50:39Z

Grace chan!
My dearest best friend for so many years and stil going (who has gone thru with me the wackiest, craziest, emotional, disgusting, obscene, spontaneous.. etc etc moments. ) HAPPY 18TH BABE!

We've done so many wacky stuffs that maybe normal people wouldn't do, and i really treasure all those times. I DEMAND MORE!!!

okay so i love you babe, and see you tomorrow!! Muahahaha

pearlelove @ 2009-09-07T19:02:00

2009-09-07T11:15:02Z

Have you guys been having fun?! Cus' i definetely have been:)
These few days have been well spent with loved ones and i'm sorry if i have been "away' from the whole hangout and chill thing. Don't know what's got into me, but spending my days and nights with people closer to my heart is what i'd much rather do.

This holiday i have so much to do, so little time.. Got to make full use of time!! Full speed go go go!

PEACE OUT \m/

Love, was not meant for only one person.

2009-09-02T20:01:37Z

The exams has officially ended, and it feels really really good. The past 2 days has also been fun, with very wonderful company:) From Ktv with the girls, to watching The Proposal with aaron and just spending quality time with him, to mom dragging me to watch the dvd with her as soon as i get home ( which i must admit, is really damn good )

These 2 days has made me realised something, and thats the importance of love. No, not just love in terms of romance, but in many other ways. I'm beginning to treasure my family and friends so much more now, realising that i'm really nothing without them.

I have loved and lost, both family and friends, and through these, it feels like i have matured so much mentally. I do not wish to take things for granted anymore, cus, who's to assure you that the one who is right by your side now will even be alive tomorrow?

So, to all those who were a part of my life, whether it was good or bad or whether you still are a part of my life, Thank you for being there. And to all my friends and loved ones whom i have hurt through whatever actions i did, i hope i'll be truly forgiven cus there was a part of me which did not mean to hurt any of you at all.

With all that said, i'm off to sleep now. Goodnight you lovely babies and sweet dreams.

pearlelove @ 2009-08-31T21:20:00

2009-08-31T13:42:00Z

Okay i think im getting a tad bit too excited ...cos my exams are finally gonna be over tomorrow!!!!! i have so many movies to watch and the best part is, im penniless. What a great time to be broke! HAHA
Ah well, anyway i wanna watch final destination 3D, the proposal, coco before chanel, the time traveller's wife and 500 days of summer, which is a must watch! Mummy is also gonna borrow so many dvds from her friends and we're gonna ton the night and watch shows and weep like we used to do last time:)
Tomorrow we girls are gonna sing/drink to our hearts content.. omg excited!! and then wednesday it'll be 1on1 time with Aaron :) Havent spend much time with him the past week and it feels weird!

And mag if you're reading this, THANKS for getting me so hooked onto V.kim during my exam period of all time! Haha but i love the sms you sent me that night. Love you girl! Cannot wait to meetup with you once my exams over and high five...... ( okay shall not say it here Hehehe)

Back to the books! its the final paper, 14 more hours before FREEDOM ARRIVES. can you smell it already?!

P.s i feel like cutting my hair ): or should i really just leave it long.. Looking at their hairstyles makes me damn tempted to cut, yet i feel lke leaving it long and thick with bangs.HOW.

pearlelove @ 2009-08-30T23:10:00

2009-08-30T15:20:56Z

Credits to fuckyeahhollywood.T

Have been drowning myself in my accounting notes for the past few days.. ):
Everytime i'm so stressed out over my exam, i start to reminisce and miss those times when i actually had fun studying. Like in year 1, when we had a stayover the day before the MOB exam and aaron was there to study with me and i still remember him falling asleep just right after he said " don't worry, i'll stay up with you through the night".Action only!!
and then i got so fed up with MOB that we ended up making maggi mee at 3am.

Okay right now, i'm gonna carry on with FuckingMA until i get all the facts into my brain. 2 more days and i'll be free from this crap.
Movies chalets drinking shopping oneononetimewithBf and maybe even Bkk with nana san! PRESS ON!!!!!

pearlelove @ 2009-08-29T02:36:00

2009-08-28T18:53:27Z

Studying at macs never felt this fun before Hahaha

i enjoyed my time studying with Nick and Violet the whole of today.. Oh well more like talking and having fun? But at least V and i manage to complete our aim for today.. Nick you buck up! :)
Brought them for supper after spending almost 9 hours at macs,to a street restaurant in bugis filled with so many people at night. Love the food =)

And Gayu! i saw your blog post and i really loved it so i went to try it out hehehe sorry for the copy!!

This last piece, is my favourite. The stella mccartney top, nude patent heels and omg the alexander wang duffle! Oh plus sephora's eyeshadows. Totally captivating...

pearlelove @ 2009-08-26T02:14:00

2009-08-25T18:31:40Z

HRM down, 2 more to go!
1-for-1 icecream buffet with @missonezero at the Ion just now, and shopped at fareast after. Pampered ourselves with medicure after.. loving it=)

Anyway, i was browsing through youtube and i saw the victoria secrets fashion runway shows.. Goodness, their killer curves are to die for?!
I love their toned tummies especially..
and Violet and i were busy talking about how bimbotic we were, and the victoria secrets models madass figures..

One obsession i've been having recently : Heels. Sky high heels.
Booties, strappy heels, stacked heels, zipper heels.. i love them all.

I have also been a major couch potato recently. Starting from 7pm, my eyes are glued to the television screen. especially the 7pm, 9pm, 10pm and 11pm shows..

By the way, these guys are freaking cute.. yet sexy at the same time.

Mike He

and him too,

Andrew de torres

and..

CUTE!!!!

omg i cannot wait for Season3!!!! B.R.E.A.T.H.EEEE

Okay time for my beauty sleep, ta!

Studying drove me bananassss

2009-08-23T07:52:51Z

Photobooth fun! Have been so long since i last camwhored like that hahahaha

"Did you hear about the man who lost his left leg and arm in an accident?"
"He's all right now"

HAHAHAHAHAHHA omg cheap thrills la!!

I spent my last few days studying and i'm so tired :( Cannot wait till this shit ends!

BYEE^^

[EDIT]

It's freaking 5.20am now! i'm heading off to bed now cus my mind cant take it anymore, goodnight world :)

Don't even try

2009-08-19T04:30:44Z

Life's been great! Finally all the projects are over and done with! Especially RWPS. god, you don't know how happy i am! Yesterday's FEB was pretty good too. Being confident is half the battle won!

On Saturday night, graceee, A and i headed over to meritus mandarin for the dinner. We had beer and the aunties over at our table kept feeding us with all the food. After the dinner ended, Grace and i cabbed down to the airport to send my brother off to the land of a thousand smiles! I gave him a biggg fat hug:)

He has been complaining to me every night about how far Sg is from bkk, and how much he miss his bed and bibi.. i miss him too ):

Okay anyway, so yesterday the whole group of us 02 people went over to cathay after the exam. Watched the local production movie, which was pretty lame! Hahahah but i did laugh quite alot!
Headed for dinner at the restaurant with free flow of icecream and stuff, and we talked about ghost stories... one of which is pretty etched in my mind until now.
Met up with A after dinner, and we went for supper! Soyabean milk and youtiao AND the perfect company never fails to cheer me up after a long day!

Shall post allll the pictures once i have collected them from the classmates!

Oh and A's sister bought a vintage tee from overseas for me! thank you dear=)
Ah well, heading over to the airport to study now. TA!